Monthly Archives: September 2015

Nine orgsasms and cuckolding

Sunday was a bit of a record setting day. I enjoyed 9 huge orgasms. 3 from bitch-boy’s well trained tongue and 6 from my lovely Magic Wand vibrator. Orgasm number 6 was the biggest orgasm I have ever had in my life! Why so much sexual pleasure? – I think, partly because of Mistress Justine’s visit and partly because cuckolding overnight is now a norm, I have lost any last tiny vestiges of fettering limits resulting from guilt or concern over my deviance from social norms. I feel utterly liberated and free to behave just how I want. As hedonistically and ruthlessly as I desire.

bitch-boy suffered over an hour of me playing with his boy’s bits on the sofa. He did food prep chores in the kitchen while I sunbathed naked. He received a serious punishment session tied face down over the dining table. He did almost an hour of rotary clothes line duty, and I visited him four times to apply the cane for motivational purposes. He spent two hours in Sensory Deprivation Bondage with white noise. He received two applications of Deep Heat embrocation cream to his clitty during that time and a serious ruler session of dickie discipline at the end.

And also in my mind Sunday was that Play-toy is coming over to visit tonight and she is coming over for the weekend which, among other things, means overnight cuckolding for bitch-boy. My girlfriend and I sleeping in the ‘marital’ bed. Him on the floor. As last time, at the end of Saturday night, he will watch us make love in the bed while he is tied to the bed rail. Although unlike the male in the drawing by Lady Carole, he will be in his little girl’s dress which comes down only to his hips.

Serious fear and helplessness creates the contentment

Given the comments I received on my last blog post, particularly from DarkHorseSub which were very helpful, I will make sure that anything I submit as a comment but which I wish to share with the world, I will also make a blog post. Below is the first.

I was asked to point a sub’s wife to some useful Femdom advice literature on a specific topic. I responded.

I am afraid I know of no written works which appropriately and accurately set out the needs of the deeply sexually submissive. Were I to have a conversation with your wife, I would say this.

‘If you love your submissive and you wish to be kind to your submissive and have him/her sleep the most sound and contented sleep they can every know, then the saying -‘you have to be cruel to be kind’, is the mantra by which you must live. The deeply submissive is a paradox. They need to feel helplessly in the control of another. That entails feeling that they are treated unfairly when it comes to things like allocations of chores and leisure time. It means they have to be genuinely very fearful and frightened of the punishments that are given in response to infractions. It also means they have to be subjected to pain and humiliation that they do not enjoy. It is only when they are genuinely fearful of punishment for infractions and when they suffer pain and humiliation and unfairness they genuinely would rather not experience, that they feely truly controlled and in the helpless power of another. And without feeling truly controlled and in the helpless power of another, they can NEVER be wholly content with their lives. So real love and kindness for a true submissive does not mean going easy on them in any way, or being fair with them – that causes discontent and unhappiness and is not being kind.

A subsequent comment was received.

Dear Mistress Scarlett. That response is truly awesome. Thank You so much. This one was never a deep sleeper until Mistress had me sleeping in shackles, at my instigation. So Mistress understands this aspect. This boy spends the day doing house work in collars when possible and is used by his owner for personal care. Punishment and discipline are rare however because, as previously stated, Mistress worries about hurting me. So yes, your response has hit (lol) the nail on the head so to speak. This boy is therefore not fearful. But desires to be. Most of the submission is self derived so at times this boy becomes extremely agitated. Your control and understanding of You pet is remarkable and i am so pleased for You that You have this. Again, thank You so much for Your response. Bowing deeply before You.

A final comment was received.

Dear Mistress Scarlet. This boy would like to relate to You what has happened subsequent to his discussing with my Mistress Wife Your text as shown above. Mistress stated that She was not interested in humiliation and then I guess reflected for a few days on O/our discussion. Yesterday Mistress turned to this boy and stated…. I own You, you are to respond to my instructions immediately as you are My personal property. Mistress then instructed boy to disrobe and bend over the bench. Mistress then proceeded to beat this boys backside. Mistress was hard and unrelenting. All subsequent commands have been absolute and have required instant responses. Various parts of boys body are currently either sore or tender.
Thank You so much for Your advice and guidance. This boy now understands that its life is now totally within the wants and needs of its Owner and it looks forward to servitude.

Types of Sadism?

Before getting to the meat of this post, I have a question to my blog followers. I often post a view of mine in a comment in response to a comment I have received on my blog. Sometimes a view I would really like to share with all my blog followers. However, the number who follow my comments is less than 50% of the number who follow my blog posts. So, am I right that followers of my blog who do not follow my comments, do not see the comments I write? [There must have been a less complicated and more elegant way of writing the above!]

Below is something I would like to share with my blog followers that I was going to publish as a comment rather than a blog post. I guess less than 50% of my blog followers would have read it if I had done so?

I consider that there are four types of sadism. Sadistic pleasure from putting someone through endless tedium like when bitch-boy is in sensory deprivation bondage for hours, or having to repeatedly play a Disney Princess board game with his dollies while being mostly ignored, for hours. Then there is the sadistic pleasure from the mental pain of someone you are degrading. By having them, for instance, lick your piss from the floor, pissing on them or having them eat food you have chewed and spat out. Then there is the sadistic pleasure from the mental pain of someone you are humiliating, like when I have bitch-boy perform nursery rhymes with actions, dressed as a little girl, in front of as many mocking women as I can gather into one place. I am certain I have no boundaries for these three types of sadism and I aim for as horrendous as I can possibly make it. Then we come to traditionally understood sadism – pleasure from inflicting physical, kinaesthetic pain. I thought I had no significant boundaries. I found out during Mistress Justine’s visit that that had not been the case. But I am different now! bitch-boy has much more intense physical, kinaesthetic pain to look forward to!

[The above paragraph also happens to be an extract from my very soon to be published Volume 10 of my journals.]

Titillating Tumblr site

Although I obviously would prefer if the ‘dominant’ old men were not in the photos, I have to say a good number of the photos in this quirky Tumblr site are very appealing.

My mind is sent racing imagining a regime where the Femboys are not ever allowed erections (and in some shots they are actually wearing KTB’s which can be used to condition males to never erect) – but, of course, the Femboys must provide sexual pleasure for others all the time.

Short dresses coming down only to their hips, exposing to all visitors the small, shaved, limp genitalia and the recent cane marks – exactly like bitch-boy! Training on putting a condom on a cock, using only the mouth. An adhesive sanitary pad applied after toileting to keep the pointless genitalia hidden away. Lots of partial ignoring while the Femboy trains itself to take a large dildo up the butt. Mincing pose, holding hems up and out, pinky finger sticking up just like bitch-boy must. Holding a little placard for all to see – ‘I have to be a girl’.

What a lovely site. does any blog follower have any more data on the authoress?

Ignored monthly orgasm

I saw this image from a video about a real life cuckolding wife and her husband. I thought about adapting the method shown for bitch-boy but decided against it as, for the last three years plus, every single one of his orgasms has been while in severe bondage and after a session of nasty dickie-discipline. That has to be his way of life now. So good for his complete subjugation to my will. It would be such a shame to interrupt the lengthy duration that has now passed.

However, my imagination was ignited as to the back story to the image. If I had another regime for bitch-boy, in another life, how would it go? Here are my musings.

Another life regime

Poor pansy-cuck gets a proper orgasm on the 31st of each month. Yes, that does mean no proper orgasm during February, April, June, September and November. It does get a prostate milking or Magic Wand release every three weeks while its cock cage is still locked firmly in place. The cage only comes off for its proper orgasms.

The date was 31st of May. I had passed pansy-cuck the key and instructed it to remove its cock cage and stand in the corner, arms folded behind back until I could be bothered to deal with it. The previous night I had had a torrid, exhilarating night with my current lover. I was reading an excellent novel relaxing on the sofa. It was very warm and I had partially disrobed. I finished a chapter and spoke coldly to pansy-cuck.

‘Pansy-cuck, get over here and get it over with then. You know the drill.’ I moved my hand so the open palm was ready for it. I returned to my excellent novel. I could hear it panting. What a treat it had to see so much of my body while it was masturbating. Without taking my eyes from the pages of my book, I spoke with spite.

‘Come on, get on with it. I haven’t got all day!’ I heard its panting reach a crescendo and then felt the warm splatters as its filth dropped into the palm of my hand and pooled in the centre. Its breathing began to return to normal. I spoke with the same spite.

‘You have exactly two minutes to wash that disgusting object and get your cage locked back on. Go!’ He very quickly returned to me and the scent of soap gently wafted by. He put the key on the arm of the sofa. I did not speak. It knew what to do. It began to lick the palm of my hand clean. It hates doing that. That’s why it’s good for it to do it! I eventually felt my hand was reasonably clean. I then felt the wet-wipe being gently applied to my hand to properly clean it. I spoke calmly.

‘I hope you enjoyed that pansy-cuck. That’s it now till 31st July. I do spoil you letting you have any sort of sex life at all. Perhaps I’ll prohibit it all together in due course. Only prostate or Magic Wand spoiled orgasms? We both know it’s not good to spoil a pansy-cuck husband. Now thank me for my kindness and then fuck off out of my sight and get on with your chores.’

Cuckolded in the ‘marital’ bed!

I could not resist posting this (amended) image drawn by the delightful, talented Lady Carole on my Tumblr site. It almost exactly matches bedtime Saturday night this weekend in my house. The only difference is that bitch-boy was in a pink little girl’s dress coming down only to his hips.

There is so much to write about this weekend just gone, but I am in a hurry. I will just mention that if my memory serves me well on past events, bitch-boy set a new record for suffering total sensory deprivation bondage with white noise, piss ice chunks (until I ran out!) – the whole works. 6 hours ten minutes Saturday afternoon/ early evening.

Cuckolding weekend

Well Play-toy is coming over for the weekend. bitch-boy will experience around 5 hours of total sensory deprivation (TSD) bondage, white noise and all, while I have my wicked way with Play-toy. Then Play-toy will transform into Governess Lexi and bitch-boy will be the centre of attention as two spiteful, heartless bitches humiliate and abuse him until bedtime. (He will wish, very much, that he had remained in his TSD bondage!) Then he will witness more cuckolding in the ‘marital’ bed before we all settle down to sleep. Lexi and I cuddled in the ‘marital bed’, fully sexually satiated, bitch-boy on the bedroom floor – sexually denied and frustrated.

I have dug out his old CB6000 chastity device which he will wear once we are ready to settle down for the night. For some reason I think it will be amusing to see him fully encased . (I add a silver chain through his piercing ring and into the padlock when he wears his CB6000, just to reinforce its inescapability.) Sunday will be a repeat of Saturday.

bitch-boy’s thighs are still bruised purple and yellow from Mistress Justine’s visit but I know I will not be able to resist punishing them over the weekend. His bottom is still bruised from Mistress Justine’s visit but that did not stop me caning him last night for failing to do a chore I had set him to do while I was at work yesterday. I did have to gag him because of the existing soreness and because I am now caning much harder.

photo of Mistress Justine

This post is just for you slave Ria. I am posting it because Mistress Justine wants to really ram home to you how she is capable of permeating even your favourite blog. Below is a picture of her only she could have given me. And here is a picture of you only she could have sent me, that Mistress Justine wants all the world to see.
Mistress Justine sends you her love.

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