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Two more, current, Real Life Accounts

[5 December 2020] Two accounts, martialled and edited from recent comments on this blog; as I know many blog followers do not read all the comments although reading all the posts.

NOTE: I have ordered a pair of vampire gloves. (Mentioned in the second account and pictured below.) bitch-boy is seriously fretting, as he should be; given my devoted, deeply sadistic  attitude when applying any form of dickie-discipline!

The fantastic Mistress-wife in the second account clearly enjoys raising and dashing hopes and I hope her husband has brought to her attention my various blog posts on this important topic; first instigated by the amazing Lady Jessica and found by a search using the phrase; ‘dashing hopes‘.  

Tease, ball-kicking and Denial

To keep me submitted, interested and also for letting me blow off some steam has been the strap on. She uses that for my needs while still leaving me craving her and wanting to do everything for her. It started with her only allowing me to cum from masturbation when she was butt-fucking me. Once that was etched into my brain, it went to the next level of only allowed to cum from anal stimulation. But is hasn’t happened yet. Now I’ve come to crave her butt-fucking me over anything else and when she’s tired and doesn’t want to put in any effort, I’ll either straddle her or do it on the floor in front of her for her to watch.

She has let me out of chastity twice over the last 5 months to try and penetrate her. But I could only manage a semi and she laughed, kicked me in the balls a number of times and locked me back up. I was disappointed in myself to not be able to perform for her but that still was one of the most intense teases that ever happened to me. With the strap-on I get frustrating pleasure while helping my prostate and never losing the urge to want to pamper her; and she gets whatever she wants with minimal fuss

Our relationship is just as normal as anyone else’s except I’m in chastity and she’s the key holder.

She was always dominant and I was submissive deep down. It just took years to finally get to a place where it worked. I’ve always worshipped her and always will. We/I found that once I came, especially when I done it myself I became very irrational and cranky. And it put me somewhere I didn’t even want to be mentally. She enjoys having me under her and I want that urge always burning in me to satisfy her. So chastity was the logical next step. We dabbled on and off over the last 10 years but it slowly became more permanent recently. She’s been using the strap-on on me for longer than chastity so the two just went together. It was her that actually introduced anal into our relationship. She has always enjoyed her being the giver and enjoys leaving me feeling used. Of course oral is a big part of our relationship and is my favourite thing to do. Always has been. It gives her pleasure while automatically making me more submissive. As I said before, our relationship is normal. We’ve kids and the both of us work. It’s not some fantasy of her running around with a whip. It’s normal most of the time but I pick up more chores now than I’ve done before as I’ve got that extra drive to please her and she has more time to relax.

When the kids are in bed she does enjoy being pampered however she wants. If we had more space she has said she would buy a fucking machine with a remote control so she could use it when she’s tired but still wanting me to feel her authority

As things stand, the only chance of orgasm for me is through a strap-on butt-fucking, which is going to be the way for the foreseeable future as it seems to be working very well for us. As of writing this, I am completely in sub space and love her treatment of me, so I can’t see us wanting to change it.

It has an unbelievable mental grasp on me that I cannot shake, and in all honesty I think she can do it better than I ever could. It’s really all on her terms that I get fucked to be honest. She normally wouldn’t go any longer than two weeks. Sometimes a few times a week, sometimes once a fortnight and then it’s really up to her as to how long it lasts. If she wants to butt-fuck me for half an hour or 5 minutes is really in her hands. Sometimes she will tell me when my balls are full that she will try to make me cum from anal and other times, like a few weeks ago, she might do it in the middle of the night in bed while I was sleeping. She just rolled over and started fucking me. So that’s completely for her pleasure and not mine. I still leak a fair bit so she still has me thank her for milking me and releasing the pressure. If I’m uncontrollably horny and I want her to butt-fuck me, I have to beg, which also is a great way to keep my mind submissive.

She has also started using kicks to my balls as a way for me to ask. If I ask her to fuck me, I have to take 20 kicks to the balls and then she will do it. I haven’t been able to manage that yet. 13 is as most as I’ve got. But on a good note is, I stop pestering her then and almost immediately fall to her feet uncontrollably kissing them. If she wants me to go down on her, it’s 5 kicks and I get to do that for her.

Well that’s some of our routines and I’m in heaven pleasing her to be honest. I’m very lucky

Tease, torture and denial

What is your criteria for being a BAV? I’m asking as I think I might be one. My wife no longer allows me to enter her. When I interact with her pussy she insists that I am caged . Primarily I service her with tongue and fingers. However when she wants penetration, she has a strap on for me to use on her. She edges me extensively; however I’m only allowed orgasm when she decides; via three methods.

1. humping her patent high heels. She makes me kneel in front of her, holds them up for me to hump, while she laughs at me and masturbates with her wand.       2. She locks me in my cage and takes me anally until orgasm.     3. When she feels most cruel, she heavily restrains me and stimulates me with her vampire glove . She frequently asks me, if I miss being inside her; when I say ‘yes’, she says ‘good’.

After a long period of edging the vampire glove produces the most intense and painful orgasm imaginable, though the post orgasm torture is worse. As to why I’m a Bav, we have been toying with BDSM chastity for years. she has always loved teasing and denying me. She adores playing with my penis but vibes on not letting me inside her. She has no desire to cuck as monogamy is important to her, she still enjoys penetration, hence why I service her with a strap on. For a long time i was allowed inside provided I didn’t cum; however her constant edging and teasing of me has rendered me incapable of the hard animalistic fucking she likes when she’s being penetrated, becuase I would cum instantly I was inside her. We also had a period where I was being totally denied penetration as she was training me to orgasm solely from anal penetration.

It doesn’t seem appropriate for me to be allowed inside her anymore is probably the best summary, as she has rendered my penis incapable of giving her what she needs. It is probably the defining factor of her domination over me. My last penetration was fairly recent; 28th of August 2020; however prior to that we are talking maybe only 3-4 times in the previous 3 years.

This path has been going in this way for some time and it even if it’s not the direction I would have chosen, if you ask someone to truly dominate and control you, you cannot complain when they do so their way. I’m certainly lucky that my fantastic wife allows me more orgasm’s than many of the subs mentioned on this blog. 

As requested by you, I spoke to her at length about me being in the BAV register and last night showed her the register and your blog. She asked me a question ”How many times do you think I have told you in the last few year that I will allow you inside me or said I’m going to suck you” I thought about it and answered “lots; maybe three figures” . “And how many times have I?” The answer was six for inside her, and zero for being sucked.

She then explained that for her letting me think I was going to get lucky and then denying me was a massive sexual rush. That I may or may not be a Bav for the rest of my life but she won’t tell me, as she wants me to always have a tiny hope to use against me. But that she reserves the right to ad me to the register if and when she so chooses and if she so chose, it would be in my full and with my real name. She found the BAV tattoo interesting, as she discussed with me having me marked in a similar manner. She is working on the design herself. She is favouring a design which is essentially a combination of two keys entwined with with roses with a heart with a lock in the middle . It would cover the entirety of the front of my pubis. I have been put on a diet and exercise regime so that it will look attractive rather than awful.

Slave applications to Mistress Sonia

In my earlier blog post on this matter I wrote, –‘If you are interested in seeking to become her slave and sub, leave a comment on this blog. I will not publish your comment. I will pass your email address and comment onto her.’

I would have rejected many of you already because you did not even read what I wrote properly. I wrote that I will not publish your comment. That obviously means that it will not appear on my blog. So you do not need to post a comment more than once!  Learning how many of you can not follow even the simplest instruction, makes me very pleased that I have bitch-boy. (As it is ‘grunt’ work, bitch-boy has been forwarding each of your ‘comment applications’ to Mistress Sonia. There have been 32 so far – to give you a sense of numbers.) Mistress Sonia will email each of you so be patient.

 

 

 

 

Submissive male needed for long term commitment

A Domme friend of mine has recently parted ways with her submissive and seeks a replacement. She is looking for a long term commitment. She is VERY dominant and experienced.

If you are interested in seeking to become her slave and sub, leave a comment on this blog. I will not publish your comment. I will pass your email address and comment onto her.