A new device

I have just come across The Kitchen Safe. A neat, large, locking device with a timer. I am just thinking about potential uses in the subjugation and torment of bitch-boy and if I should purchase one. I wondered if others who read this blog may have used it as part of a regime. And if so, how?

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Careful what you wish for ……..

Followers of my blog will have read in the section with the tab above, marked ‘Advice‘, of the progress of Mistress Serena and her sub Tiffanymaid. I thought the evolving regime as currently described was worthy of a blog post. So below, I set out the recent report to me.

I replied to what is reported below. One of my comments was as follows.

‘I think regretting what you wished for is an inevitability when dominated by wonderful Mistresses such as Mistress Serena. As is being bored. The slightly paradoxical combination of boredom and humiliation is a current favourite of mine for bitch-boy to endure which is why he has to spend hours playing with his dollies while I virtually, but not quite, ignore him.’

 

REPORT FROM TIFFANYMAID/TIFFANYKINS

MsScarlet curtsy
As ever W/we trust You and bitchboy are well and all is pleasurable.
Following a very active Sunday i thought it correct to update You accordingly, indeed, prior to leaving for a midweek break with Her lover, Mistress Serena instructed me to do precisely this.
i have often read & heard the saying, “be careful what you wish for”, and whilst appreciating its meaning, i have rarely had occaision to experience this…until now.

Once again taking Your guidence as inspiration, Serena had me, following a 50 stroke whipping, in extended TSD bondage. She took massive oral pleasures before applying the muscle rub and funnel gag (ice block pee). Further into the session She applied the nettle pouch which worked more efficiently than previous. ( This maybe due to the transplanted nettles becoming more mature and firm).
After three to four hours Serena replaced my TSD with an evening and overnight as “tiffanykins”. She double diapered (nappied) me and dressed me fully in sissy pink babywear, (bootees, plastic pants,frilly diaper cover panties, bib, dummy, bonnet and dress ). She led me down to lounge and set me the task of colouring in the same Princess colouring book bitchboy has, my first attempt ( the bride & four bridesmaids pic 2/3 into book) was not wonderful, and i found it most humiliating and somewhat boring, but Mistress maintained Her dominance and after over two hours i completed the colouring in.
My night was spent dressed as described and inevitably after 12 hours in diaper/nappy, i was very wet, but the double nappy did it job.
This morning i have spent tidying and cleaning throughout, with addition of bells attached to my chastity cage beneath my skirt, no panties. Again, i was surprised at just how humiliating having bells jingle aloud as i move could be. Serena loves it, i hate it. So She has set off with Her lover and i have a long list of chores to work through (including this message) which will keep me occupied throughout.
Mistress Serena sends Her grateful thanks for Your continued support, and in turn i hope this message is of interest.
Yours respectfully and in obedience,
tiffanymaid/tiffanykins

Omitted to add, prior to Her departure, Mistress administered a strict paddling and cropping to keep my focus.

Mistress Scarlet curtsy

In my haste to update You on recent “tiffanykins” session, i omitted several points that may have been of interest. Most significantly was the introduction of the inflatable sheep.
Serena introduced me to “Sophie the Sheep”, and had me nurse and kiss her (Sophie) with affection. Serena has yet to introduce dollies or soft toys, so i was instructed to tuck Sophie under my arm and sat her next to me throughout my colouring in and the evening. ( i have yet to show Sophie my “affections” further ! )
Several baby bottles containing cold tea on one occaision and Serenas Golden Nectar on another were consumed before bedtime.
i shall try not to forget things when i update You next Mistress Scarlet.

Obediently, tiffanymaid/tiffanykins

 

 

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Femdom Videos

Am I the only one who has a problem with most femdom videos – even when they involve any of my favourite femdom activities?

Once the video images have established that the slave is having his cock pulsed with electricity by her, or is eating cake from the soles of her muddy boots, or is having to eat the fluff and dust from the floor that she has swept into a pile, or is having his mouth filled with spit, or is having his cock smacked with a ruler, or is being urinated on – then I want to mostly see her face – not just a continual close up of his cock or the soles of her boots or his mouth full of dirt or urine.

Seeing the expression on the face of a relaxed, cruel woman while she enjoys inflicting the torment is surely the most pleasurable aspect?

Some video makers such as Balkan Brat and Barefoot Princess, either by intuition or conscious intent, ensure that their beautiful cruel faces are in shot 90% of the time. Surely the erotic beauty is in the expression and demeanour of the cruel woman, not in the endless close-ups of the tormented body part of the male?

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A sissy friend for bitch-boy

I just had to post two photos of bitch-boy’s new sissy friend. This is an unashamed copy of an idea of my wonderful friend Madame Victoria. A copy of a doll she made for her male slave, Stephanie-Jane. Bitch-boy’s new dolly even has the same name as the doll Madame Victoria has gifted to poor Steffie – she had come up with such a good name. (Madame Victoria is featured in the published Volume 6 of my journals, and is also in the half completed Volume 8).

I will leave it to your imagination to envisage the sort of humiliations bitch-boy (and Steffi) has to suffer with his new sissy doll friend!

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Some shopping on Amazon and eBay, and for under £20 for all the items I secured a pink Barbie ball room gown which I chopped down with scissors so that it was ridiculously short. Another purchase of some Barbie doll frill topped socks and of course the purchase of the male doll. Two small ribbon bows stuck to the doll with glue, red nail varnish to depict the red punished bottom and there we have it – a little sissy friend doll for lucky bitch-boy! I’m afraid he did not seem very grateful. LOL!

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Shoes for fun!

I saw these shoes in a window of a shop which unfortunately was closed. If the spring compresses so that the top sole can come close to contact with the bottom sole, what great cock crushers the shoes would make. (even if the cock would have to be flaccid to fit into the gap.)

I had to depart the town in which the shop was situated, so I will never know.

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Completely excluding him from the real world

I received from ravi a comment on an earlier post and I felt that my response was worthy of a new post as readers may find my honest response interesting or perhaps selfishly callous or perhaps so extreme as to be psychologically deranged. I am prepared for abuse in response to this post! Here is the comment from ravi I am responding to.

Have you ever considered shutting him out of the world completely (almost), except from those whom you chose to have him meet. This includes stopping him from continuing his business and making him completely dedicated to you. Without any other distraction. (by what i made out, you already have enough money to do without his business and neither do you have kids). This would not be really practical but just wanted to know if you had given this a thought.

I am not sure if ravi has read Volume 7 of my journals. Below is an extract from Volume 7 to which he may be referring.

EXTRACT FROM VOLUME 7

……………………………… I continued.                 

I know it’s your holiday too. But that means nothing to me. You’re trapped in this life you initiated and I am not compromising my potential pleasure from it and I never will. You need to come to terms with that as best you can – always remembering you brought it upon yourself. Have I not made it clear that it is just going to get worse. I am going to give up work soon. We have enough money saved away and I have decided that I could be enjoying real pleasure an extra 40 or 50 hours a week if I give up work. I am prepared to forgo the hugely expensive cars and all the other extreme luxuries, in exchange for enjoying real pleasure an extra 40 or 50 hours a week. It’s not even a close decision. I will be giving up work very soon. When I do give up work, you will find yourself playing with your dollies every afternoon that I can fit it in. If we can adjust your work routines to mornings only on most days, then every afternoon you will find yourself playing with your dollies. You will be able to complete your maid’s duties some mornings and most evenings, although many evenings will consist of total sensory deprivation bondage for you, I’m afraid. That is where we are heading for our lifestyle. You don’t understand just how much I love having you play with your dollies as Belindakins while I read or watch TV or flick through magazines. It makes me feel so relaxed and so powerful at the same time. I relish your deep humiliation and the terrible monotony of it all for you. Both elements bring home to me my extreme power and that is a delightful, arousing feeling. And when I give up work and you spend afternoons, one after another, after another, after another week after week – my power rush will be greater still.’ He had begun to breath very deeply. He knew my speech was no mind-fuck. He knew I was being 100% honest about my intentions and that it would all be happening in the manner I was setting out.   It was exhilarating to deliver my speech, knowing it was all true. I picked up his Barbie Doll comic while he continued to breath deeply and stare at the blanket on which he sat. I selected a colouring-in page and laid it in his lap. Despite feeling exhilarated I spoke in matter-of-fact tones.                  ‘So, off you go then. Colour this page in with Suzette. And remember, if you go outside a line, you will get caned.’ …………………………………………..

END OF EXTRACT

So, as you can see, I already have plans that are distinctly in the direction of ravi’s contemplation. Once I have enacted the new lifestyle I have set out in the extract above, I would not be surprised if I then move further. Perhaps having bitch-boy sell his business. I may also want a part time, working-at-home job for additional fulfilment – probably working for a charity that I support. My justification for this future of extreme constraining of bitch-boy’s existence is as follows.

Firstly, he is submissive to his core. Being controlled gratifies him utterly at the deepest level, although obviously it comes with huge collateral consequences for him. Pain, humiliation, drudgery, sexual frustration, etc. It is true that he hates the consequences of his helpless submission, but such is the paradox of the submissive human and I have written on this many times. This paradox is exemplified because the more he suffers and the greater the inequity – the more profoundly he feels controlled.

Secondly, he is in his late fifties now. He has led a very, very fulfilling life already. He has had more fulfilment than most people would dream of in their lives. We have raised a child (now a fantastic adult), he has had some powerful and rewarding jobs, he has run a successful business, he is full of wisdom and his wisdom is often sought by family and friends. And also my future regime will ensure he is physically very fit and healthy and will have a very healthy diet. He will have no decisions to make and no stressors – apart from me! Further, he has had a much younger, beautiful, (well he certainly thinks so), intelligent wife for over a decade.

Lastly, I am very selfish and sadistic and dominant and I want to experience this extreme Domme/sub lifestyle. It will be an adventure for both of us. It is no doubt also a lifestyle he fantasised about before he met me. (Of course he may have reconsidered these fantasies when reality educated him as to the potential folly of fantasies!)

So the clock is ticking to this future – I can’t wait!

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The tranquil contentment and bliss

Towards the end of one of those days, when I have put bitch-boy into TSD bondage and I have returned downstairs to watch TV, do emails, make phone calls or read – always at least for an hour, often several hours – I get this exquisite feeling of tranquil contentment and bliss. I feel so relaxed yet powerful and so fulfilled.

Every now and then my mind turns to bitch-boy – blind, deaf, immobile, vulnerable, the taste of my urine (or his semen mixed with water) occasionally dripping into his mouth from a slowly melting ice block, him sexually denied and desperate – me on such a day, probably having had 4 or 5 orgasms already – and I just get those feelings. Like my little world could not get any better, or be more serene.

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